What have I been doing since my last post in March you may ask?
I feel like I have been riding a fairly emotional roller coaster since March, that started with huge peaks of happiness followed by massive troughs of disappointment and hurt. I knew the year was going to be a tough one for me as the year of 2011 meant I would be 40. I find it quite hard to believe that I have been alive on this planet for that length of time. Where does the time go? I survived my birthday with good friends, family and a large dose of alcohol.
In March I also met a new beau. We got on well and things seemed good, but alas the last few months have been very difficult for me. Things did not seem right and try as I might I could not stop the train wreck that happened. I am still confused and bewildered by the ending of our relationship and am left once again asking myself questions that will never be answered.
Since my birthday I have been trying to take a photo a day in order to record my 40th year. So far I am doing well and have only missed a few days. I am hoping that starting to blog again will help achieve this task and keep me focused and maybe revive some creative juices that have lain stagnant for quite some time.
Anyway it is time to pick myself up and shake off the past once again, yet another new beginning. The 40th chapter of my life. It has not started the way I hoped but I have my fingers and toes crossed that it can only get better from this day forward. xx
My 40th. Eeek!